Writing the 'blue' Away.

Reading many novels, listening to other people's stories, being papa jack's number one fan, had my heart broken once, I have this conclusion why many relationships fall. 

It's not because the other person loves you less and you love him more or vice versa. You cannot love each other to the same extent, trust me. Relationships fall simply because more often than not people change. you expect him to be sweet and loving until you realize that he's less than what you expect him to be.

"Hindi kasi dapat nag-eexpect para hindi ka nasasaktan"

EXPECTATIONS RUIN A RELATIONSHIP

but love never fails :)

Happy relationships don't just happen. Maraming marami pa kayong pag-aawayan para mabalanse   ninyo ang mga bagay bagay sa relasyon ninyo. It doesn't happen overnight. Relationship needs people who have open-minded, less expectations, more hopes, much love and tons of trust. BUT we are only human. Human emotions can be very manipulative and it's human nature to think of ourselves first before anybody else.

But don't worry, we can do anything for love because we know we JUST CAN and that love makes us happy.:)

Stay happy and in love everybody! Happiest people are in a healthy relationship :))) 

Annoying sweethearts :)

            

Cacai is such a sweet and pretty gal. I call her nemysis at our goodnights with matching hug at times:) 

the face, man :)

Ryan, is my nemybro. He's my sidekick at doing household chores. He never fails to amused me with his intelligence. 

parang binalot na bola lang. HAHA

kasweeet. lol

      Jumbo, my jolly, annoying-est brother. He's the one who sets the cheerful mood at home. 

say aaaaaaaaaaahh:)

Me, the short-tempered eldest who's having a hard time managing my annoying sweethearts :)

They're the extension of me. Without them my life would be sooo boring (like I mean it). As of the moment we're living young and wild and free. Ooops! oh so - not - free but at least we have the freedom to choose what to eat, what to wear and what to watch on T.V. - things like that. As I've said  on my posts earlier, we are the annoying - close - type of siblings. We tease each other, A LOT. We give each other monikers that WE ALONE COULD ONLY understand. Hahaha!

My life would suck without them. They make me laugh. They make me cry. They make me wanna die. They make me wanna live. They give me these mix emotions everyday that I have to ask myself if I'm still sane. We love to watch Phineas and Ferb, America's Next Top Model, Spongebob and Walang Hanggan :D We love to read books. We laugh at each other's face. We bully each other. AND we absolutely LOVE each other:)

If I could take three people to go with me on a trip, I would sure pick them :)))

TO NOTE: DIMPLE M. SANGKI

Mao ra jud ni atong picture together :)

For that first person who gave me the simplest explanation on how to distinguish the vertical and horizontal line. HAHA. I'm bad at directions eh :)

Dimple. Such a playful name you got huh? :) Just like you, so much! I hope you're doing fine there. I know you are :)

You are such a goal - oriented person. You would do everything for your family and for your dreams, mao na idol jud tika! HAHAHA

I met you five years ago at Granada's Boarding House. You've been my family while I'm away from home. I cooked many meals (like during Ramadhan) for you and you would just tell me it's one of the most disgusing dishes you tasted ever. HAHAHA! 

I remember the first and the last time we had misunderstanding. We didn't talk for like a month? Childish girls! :) That's how our pride worked eh :) 

That Papa pillow of yours, I like that. Envy much. but I guess that's too precious for you to give it away. :( HAHA I understand. :D

Ate dimple, thanks for those inspiring love letters you gave to me every year during my birthday. Remember you hide it in places where I would well, at least see it. HAHAHA. and when I find it I would call your name at the top of my lungs and we'll laugh aloud not to care if others will wake up or what. Haha.

I miss how we share non - sense stores just to have a good and healthy laugh for the day. I miss how you annoy me with your bully-ness but would blurted a laugh afterwards. 

LAUGHTER is one of my favorite memories of you. :)

Thank you for always helping me in everything Ate Dimps. May it be a good or bad help. Haha! You can sometimes be a bad help, eh :)

For all the things you've been through, you still stand tall, girl! IKAW NA! :D

I love you ate Dimple and I miss you so much! Keep in touch! Have fun being single! He'll come at the right time. Promise :)

Short Post

So, I'll blab about work again. I haven't moved on since the first day, so bear with me. :)

Gosh. Morning shift nearly killed me. You know, when you have to wake up as early as 5am, torture! Heaven is when I took a super power short nap at noon break. <3

WORKING GAL

Wow! So this is work. :D like I'm working and busy 40 hours a week and sometimes, more. When I was a student nurse, I was like late to duty and running from boarding house just to catch the circle time but now I'm always the 30 - minute -early - little nurse of my institution. HAHA. I don't know. I realized, I always wanted to survey the scene/slash/working environment before I get myself to work. :D

I didn't get my first ever payment yet. HAHA poor me. But I'm sure I'll have that soon <3

I am working at a District Hospital and I am aware that it's not the ideal set - up I had in mind. but THAT FEELING na I AM the one preparing and solving and giving all the medicines in the ward. I AM the one charting and carrying out orders. THAT made me feel like a REAL and SUPERB NURSE. And I assure you, It's a self-fulfilling job, really. :)

Being a student nurse is hell (but of course, what is college life without friends) BUT being a nurse is heaven :)

Perfect February

I never imagined 2012 will be this good. :) January was full of apprehensions, anxiety and stress. January was the stressful waiting month. Then here comes February, my favorite month. Well, because it's my birth month and it's kinda shorter than any other month. HAHAHA

February 8.
I have a personal challenge to overcome every fears and doubts I have so that I could take the risks and be happy.

February 10.
Fortunately, I did. I am close to perfect happiness. No doubts. No fears. No but's. No why's. Just THANK YOU. :)

February 16.
I was with close friends. For some reason, they got me to pay their siomai and buko juice. Something that I don't usually do (kuripot man gud ko). When I reached home, an unknown number texted me. "Xej! Nurse na ta! We made it. Cedric ni." and I was like stunned for a minute then came running to my sis - in - law crying and hugged her without saying a word. After that, I realized it might be a joke. HAHAHA. So I replied, "Sure Cedric ba? Ayaw ko binuangi!". But before I got any reply's I lie at the floor and roll like crazy. HAHA. Then everyone's texting and calling me. And that was the AWESOME-ST day of my life, so far. :)

February 21.
My birthday! Got a birthday surprise from my sweet and thoughtful sis - in - law and heartwarming birthday messages from friends. My Atong II [take note of the word MY, HAHA Possessive much? :)] was my first and last birthday wisher. <3 Amazing. I just love him more for that. Just so you all know, he doesn't sleep late at night. HAHA :)

How great is February?

So, March. Please! I dare you, be as great and perfect as February. :D