Sunday, December 18, 2011

Now, Who's Careless?

Careless me. No wonder I got a super not-so tidy life. Aaargh! I just really wanted to ventilate any negative vibes of the day. NP 1-3 were supeer nakakahegs, I'm dead. I made 3 stupid mistakes. First, erasure. Second, erasure. Third, erasure. The erasure thing is soo me. Actually, I didn't have any problem with regards to that not until we were walking home and I heard everyone was talking about the paper and scanner's sensitivity.

Shoot me in the head. Now. What the hell am I thinking the whole time that I never thought of ERASURE AS A MORTAL SIN? Ako na ang wagas ang pagkatanga.

I just Hope everything gets better. Me? I'll do just fine. But my answers? They might be taken. Taken for granted by scantron. Scantron, be good to us. Please?

Allah, You know I never talked to You the way I did a while ago. Crying won't make me have a time machine and go back to the tragic situation I'm in to 12 hours ago, so might as well trust You and let you do Your best plans for me. Thank you for the strength and for every test questions I hit. If I deserve the license, even if I leave the 40 boxes unshaded, it would still be mine. If I am destined to be a nurse, I would be even without so much effort because You never send people to where they are not meant to be.

In Allah, I trust. Amen.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

8 More Days.

Welcome back, December!


Am I too late to welcome December? Oh! I hope not. I miss blogspot, really. It's been half a month since my last post. And I'm going insane with thoughts running in my head without me scribbling it for long time now. Tsk.

You know that feeling when you're disoriented with days and time? When all you need to know is the time for waking up, lunch and sleep and when friday's the very day you never forget. That's my life now. I don't know but I love this. I love the feeling in the morning without thinking any other problem I've got - only board exam. In Allah, I trust. I love that feeling during lunch that I am eating because I HAVE to eat and I just can't make it later afternoon simply because my body and brain need it. That feeling when I get home and I would just lie down under my blanket. Heaven.

Let's pray for one another. I'm excited. :)))