Miserable Xej.

I realized I hate my job. This is not the kind of life I'm dreaming of three years ago.

Urrggh. Those were tough statements. And right now all I want is to stop in this work.

I thank God I passed the board exam. I will be forever grateful. :) I just don't like the idea of dealing with everybody's health and can't even get a simple thank you and smile. Worst attitude.

This kind of work makes me feel how lucky I am but much more I'm a loser doing the same stuffs everyday that my mind and heart would say I don't want to go on duty the next day.

Offs are precious.
Smiles are perfect.
Good vibes are badly needed.

Please listen, people :(

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Best Girlfriends Ever :)

I love these beautiful girls.

For almost 9 years of best friendship, we've seen everything about each other. We've known something about each other that other people don't. We've cried and laugh together. We shared problems to each other that other people would'nt dare to understand. :)

We enter each other's home like its our very own. We text each other very seldom and when we do, we end up not replying to each other because of boredomeness. We have other set of friends. We never get tired of laughing at each other's mistake.

We enter at each other's home like its our very own because we are welcome. We text each other very seldom because a text is not really enough for our stories. We're bored texting each other because we can't see each others funny reactions. :) We have other sets of friends but we consider each other 'still' the bestest girlfriends we got since highschool.

I miss you, sweeties! :*

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Bad Night.

You know what pleases me and disappoints me. It's your choice.

You're everything I'd pray for. Im more than happy and contented you came along. And maybe, because Im overwhelmed by you as a gift sent from above, I forgot that you, too, CAN hurt me.

I don't know why you have to say that and hurt me. I don't know why you chose to hurt me.

I'm very tired from duty but I can't sleep. This time, I didn't cry myself to sleep because of missing you but because you break my heart. Again.

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Day Off Ends Now.

So, after whole day of laughing, eating and watching movies, I'm now ready to call it a day :)

Never had a well rested day off before, just today. And I thank God for giving me another chance to appreciate a short time rest from work.

Work's killing me. It's killing my positivity and energy. But what can I do? I needed this. I need to get the contract done. Haay. This is my first job and I have to finish it. :)

Goodnight! And I'll be serving the humanity again tomorrow! No time to blab about negative vibes! Good vibes phlueeease! :*

P.S.

It aint a perfect day off. :/

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Welcome Back!

I'm so back people! :) I almost forgot how it feels to blog. Lol. I've been busy and got no chance to write this past few months. Can't remember when was the last time I put my thoughts into words. Tsk. Bad me. Oh well, no need to nag and tell people how miserable it was because i'm back and I didn't stop loving my first love anyway.

Hay. Lolo died 2 weeks ago and it hurt me not to see him for the last time. I love you very much, lolo. I hope you and lola are happy now. Thank you for everything. For the times you and lola saved me from my pap's raging anger. I love you! :*

Did that first ever roadtrip with my friends at work and with my beygatron :) Thanks beygatron for not failing us. You already! My friends love you, too, very much!

Today is sunday. My first sunday off ever! :* so, after this write up. I will have my breakfast, do some cleaning, take a bath then go to downtown for some dvd renting and tsaaaadaa! Movie marathon with my nemysis. :* I soo love day off! <3

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