MY 3 RUDE BOYS.

If I do have my kantobols at school, I also have my 3 rude boys at Cosmopolitan (LOL). Harris, Kent and James are my new found friends. Well, Kent and I were schoolmates way back when we were in high school but we're not that close. These 3 rude boys are very much like of a brother to me. They do not fail to make me feel that I am missed by them. They call and text me when I'm not around. They were the first ones to greet me congratulations during my graduation day. They welcome me with bright smiles and "solid pare" lines when I'm home. Harris was always the one who tells me I'm beautiful and cute at dark and welcomes me with a hug. James was the sweet and proper guy and Kent will always be the makulit and bubbly one. 

Rude boys, Thank you for letting me have my sleepover at your air-conditioned pad, for sharing your groceries to us, for making me laugh always, for making me realize that friendship isn't how long you've known a person but when she/he makes you feel you are a friend, for letting me invade your personal life and for that gift you have given me on my graduation day. That was so sweeet. I was teary - eyed and happy and glad that you remember my special day.

     

You know all that you are loved by me. :))

M.F

What the?! We had our rehearsal today and it was not just a rehearsal but a dress rehearsal as well. I was wearing my stiletto heels all day long and was standing and marching and singing all day long also. Taking pictures with Chikabols were soo fun! (I'm gonna miss everyone for sure). Aside from that five song we have for pinning ceremony and commencement exercise I also sung 5 different love/mellow/rock songs from my heart. LOL. Got a nice and happy lunch with chikadoras. Laughtrip while buying some foodie for the next rehearsal (you know, just not to get bored and all). This day is awful tiring! M.F. LOL.

BABY SITTER ME.

My two siblings were here along with my cousin. They were all on - the - go for everything - eating, playing, reading, sleeping, everything! And I was like where will I put my own schedule if they have me completely? I'm not a good ate, I may say. I am bossy and maldita and moody. But swear, when I'm not around and they were the only ones left in the house, I WORRIED LIKE HELL. I am not the sweetest in the family but I guess I'm the most sensitive. I don't go to code blue's league game anymore because I have my kids at the house. I provided them with every food they can eat (really) but they're choosy. ha ha ha. Maybe they're just soo bored without a television. They managed to read my books because of boringness, swear. LOL.

T.G.I.F.

Thank God It's Friday, really!

This is a tiring day. I planned to wake up very early to be the first person on the dean's office but unfortunately I woke up at around 9am and so I'm late again. So, instead of preparing for school, I consumed my time playing my favorite mobile game - flower shop. After getting tired, I ate my brunch and prepared myself to school. School was a disaster. When I got there, everyone was frowning and I was like having my positive energy and wearing yellow shirt with yellow slippers and all just to be positive and vibrant but some of my friends ruined it by just saying I can't do it today or I won't finish it today....like duh?! Don't they know I was born POSITIVE? And when I say I'm positive, everything follows. :)) And so I told myself, I'll prove them wrong - sooo wrong.

And so to cut the story short, I did finish my clearances today but most of all I proved them all wrong. It's just mind over matter, I believe. When you focus on something, it expands (as what dolly said earlier). When you think of something negative, it sends a vibration to the earth and it makes everything worst. So, how about smile? and send that positive energy to the whole wide universe and make everything sooo fine. <3

Got my RLE clearance and approval to encode today. Not bad for almost whole day. 

Smile is the best make - up. :)

Twittter I love.

Why I love twitter?


Because of the word tweet, maybe. I kid. LOL. Twitter is freedom. You can put whatever you do every minute. You can have conversation with other people to be seen in your profile. You can reply to other people's tweet. No pictures can be stored just your profile picture - so not that annoying. I'm not much on artista side but it's still good to know what are those people on T.V doing just now.

INSIGHTS

I prayed that God would grant me my heart's desire. I prayed a lot but I guess, only once or thrice I had been specific with my prayers. I strongly believe that God knows what I want in life and He could provide me with those if only He wanted. By virtue of patience, I learned to wait.Waiting for good things to come. It's been proven and tested, not just once but many times that good things come to those who wait. We can't push something over  because we wanted to. It's more on the timing. Timing itself is everything. Everything happened for a reason we have to face later in life. We would not know how beautiful God's plans are until we would not believe that His plans are better than anyone else.

We tend to believe in what we don't see. We believe in divine interventions, love and hope. Sometimes the most beautiful things are not seen by the eyes but felt by the most wounded heart. Our scars won't heal but we still manage to smile and see ourselves beautiful. That's true faith in life's  goodness. Life is good in a  way no one can predict. It's God's way of saying "Leave it all to Me". God is just beside us, guiding us and blessing us with life unimaginable's miracles.

Miracles are everywhere. Love is a miracle out of selflessness. We might be hurt by someone but that doesn't mean we'll condemn love. Its very existence makes us happy and makes unbearable things bearable. If there are times we doubted love, try to imagine the glee it brought to our hearts and how love made us believe in shooting stars, destiny and being beautiful.

Being beautiful is a subjective thing. Being beautiful for others won't give meaning to the word BEAUTIFUL but being beautiful for oneself is the closest thing we will have to live a free - insecurities life.Yes, beauty may fade but the feeling we had when we were beautiful won't. We may have different perception of being beautiful but the most perfect of them is the inner beauty. 

Inner beauty is a beauty more than any eyes can ever see. There's no one who's too old for inner beauty. Inner beauty radiates to people. We need to believe that everyone is capable of being beautiful inside which made us beautiful in the outside as well. Everyone has their good heart, if not shown then maybe it's hidden. Everyone is an angel in disguise - we must believe in that for us to build trust and confidence in other people.

Trust is a fragile thing. Trust is never given away by chance. It has to be carefully taken care of. It enriches a relationship through time. Trust should never be broken because once it does, we will never put it up again or if just in case we will, nothing will make it any better - not even a thousand presented truth.

Trust sets us free and being free doesn't just merely mean being able to do what is in your mind but also knowing our limitations and responsibilities that correspond our actions.Our actions tell us who we are. At times, we do things that are not govern by our minds. We hurt people unconsciously, we forget special days and thought that undoing will make it up for everything. Do good things, say good things, remain silent at the right time. No good deed goes unnoticed. 

One of the best feelings in the world is to be in that situation where we know that God has good plans and is very excellent for knowing the perfect time to divulge it.

Basted

Hahaha! Nice.


"Basted nga e"
"Para sa Basted!!!"





Para sa Basted! LOL

What Happened? (to FB Account)

Hm. I shut my Facebook account off. I don't know. I just feel doing it since I don't have anyone on facebook. :( Lately I learned that I have to settle everything. And I believe that I already did that long time ago. Forgiving is a natural thing to do and I already forgive them. I have to keep distance to those people who have hurt me to let myself heal (that's Papa Jack's advise). Sometimes, You believe in some things because those things were the ones you want to believe. And not all things you wanted to believe were true. I'm not in myself, really. Err!

FLUFFY EYES

After the hectic review schedule, I got myself to see spies and hang out with them. I slept at their pad and have fun with my new friends Harris, Kent and James. They always have something to eat and offer it to us, like really. We've watched movies and eat breakfast, lunch and dinner together :) We have Char and Chiki as our cook, Neri and Aila as dishwashers and Me as their undying source of encouragement and laughter. Those three guys were generous enough to provide us with lots of groceries. We always have laugh trips and something to talk about and I'm soo happy that it's not school/ review matters anymore. Ha Ha Ha. Spies were always saying that I am very much appreciated by the three - new - friends, missing me when I'm not around and keep asking when will I come back and waiting for me before eating dinner. That's so sweet. LOL. I'm sharing bed with Chiki and we always ending up sleeping at 4 am in the morning because of tete a tete. Char and I were always singing and rolling on the floor laughing (literally). Aila and Neri are my well, silent buddy <3.  

I'l be gone for like 2 days because I really need to be early today for school but instead of having a good rest and sleep I am here watching a Korean movie.Wedding Dress was really a good movie. I love Sora! I can't help myself crying. My eyes hurt and tears won't stop coming out of my fluffy eyes.It's such a sweet yet sad movie.Sora was very young to learn to live alone. Her mom died of gastric cancer and during those times that she's acting like she didn't know that her mom was dying was sooooo painful. I realized that I need my mom more than anyone and that like Sora, I would do anything just to be with her forever. She's the one I have and I want her to stay - to be with her until I turn gray. I love you momsy! You know that already. <3.

Mom: Sleepy already?

Sora: NO, I'm not. When I'm with you I don't wanna sleep. I don't want to close my eyes because when I do, I can't see your face.

SING WITH ME

I soo love the song The Fear You Won't Fall by Josh Radin. -**