Looking for Alaska - John Green :) II

Looking for Alaska - John Green :)

Papa Jack, Sailon Ching and TLC.

I stay up late yesternight because I miss True Love confession. :) Papa Jack's advises could hit you right through your heart and hurt you but you would still believe them in the end. And lucky me because I was able to catch Sailon Ching's advice with a motto freebie. In-fairness to Sailon he has a nice, soft voice. I agree to one of the texters last night that Sailon can do the weekend TLC (that would be fuuuuuuuuuunnn!).

So for this another xejjy - like post, yesternight, Papa Jack was screamiiiiiiing! hahahaha that's why Sailon had to save the program (LOL) because the caller - James whoever was a jerk - a total jerk!

The story line:

James: Papa Jack, may GF ako. E yung ex ko gustong makipagkita. Makikipagkita kaya ako?

Papa Jack: E kung pektosan kaya kita jan! Ako ba niloloko mo?

James: Wala lang po. casual lang po na pagkikita papa jack.

Papa Jack: Casual?! Oh my God! E halimbawa yung GF mo may ex din na gustong makipagkita sa kanya, papayagan mo ba?

James: Kung ako po? Hindi po.

Papa Jack: E hindi naman pala. Tapos tatanungin mo 'ko ng ganyan. Are you being jerk or insensitive? Ilagay mo naman yung sarili mo sa kasuotan ng girlfriend mo james, mag-skinny jeans ka! (LOOOOOOOOOL)

*and after that, James whoever was given a chance to say something for her current girlfriend wherein I felt that he doesn't love her GF that much - and so papa jack said:

Papa Jack: There's something wrong James, you don't love your GF that much (Baaaaang! I'm right)

James: Mahal ko naman po siya papa jack kaya lang ayoko lang po ma-attached ng sobra.

Papa Jack: Oh my Gooood! Sailon Ching! tulungan mo nga ako dito. Pinapainit ng lalaking ito ang ulo ko!

Sailon Ching: I can feel na you love her but you're not yet ready to commit yourself.

James: Opo, tama po.

Sailon Ching: Maybe you don't understand the real essence of being in a relationship.

*tsaaaaaaaaaaaaadaaaaaaaan! This is the best part.

Sailon Ching: When you're in a relationship, it's not merely being together or seeing each other every day but it's about committing yourself to that person you choose to love.

Papa Jack: May nagtext Sailon. Sabi dito, "Papa Jack, pwede nang mag weekend TLC si Sailon Ching". hahahahaha

Sailon: Sorry guys, off ko yan.

Papa Jack: Ayusin mo advices mo ha, nakikinig girlfriend mo. hahahaha

Sailon: Tulog na yun. So, James, commit yourself. Kaya ka nga nag-girlfriend e, diba? Hindi ka lang naman nakipagrelasyon just to have somebody to be called your girlfriend. Give her what she deserves. ang swerte mo nga at hindi ka pinaghihinalaan ng girlfriend mo. Hinahayaan ka niyang maging ikaw.

Papa Jack: Kung magpapaalam ka ba sa gf mo, sa tingin mo papayagan ka niya?

James: Opo.

Papa Jack: And do you think okey lang yun sa kanya? James, ang babae kahit sabihin niya sa iyong okey lang, feeling mo ba wala siyang dinaramdam? Babae yan. Natural sa kanila ang paranoia. Paranoid na silang ipinanganak. Kaya kung nagdududa yan, hindi nila yan sinasadya. Nasa pagkatao na talaga nila ang pagiging paranoid. Kakabit na ng pagkababae nila ang mga bumubulong sa kanila ng "SUNDAN MO SIYA" at "I-OPEN MO ANG FACEBOOK NIYA". That's a normal thing to them.

Sailon: You should love your girlfriend more than she loves you. Give her everything. Para no regrets ka later. May motto nga diba, LOVE NOW, NO REGRETS LATER.

Papa Jack: Aba! at may motto ka pa Sailon ha. hahahahaha oo nga naman James. The mere fact na you contemplated about seeing your Ex is an example of cheating. Dapat kung mahal mo ang isang tao, you should see her as part of your life forever not just part of your day. You should think of her as your future at kaya mo nga siya niligawan hindi para i-test kung siya ba talaga kundi para gawin ang lahat para maging siya talaga ang para sa iyo.


*That's why I soo love Papa Jack. He knows what a FEELING really means. Eventhough he's always screaming and mad and angry but at least he's standing for what he believe is right*

MAKE FACE. FUNNY FACE. GOOFY FACE.

I have lots of stolen shots at different angles. Others may find it cute. Some would tell I'm so ugly I can die but whatever it is I still love those candid shots. If ever we're friends in facebook you would notice that most of my default pictures are goofy/stolen/candid shots. I don't know why but I find them REALLY cute. hahaha Cuter than when I'm smiling :)

It was like intended to be seductive/Alluring but the hell with being like that . 

Apparently I was texting with some feelings :)

This is one of the funniest picture I have in my whole life.

I was really blabbing about some problems regarding our data collection at this moment. 

Playing with my new phone :D

Something caught my attention for a while :)

Disappointed.

I'm sleeping while reading sitting upright. Really, I can do that. 

Scariest face I can ever have. :)

"Gigil"

Unexpectedly :p

The goofiest face a person can ever hav. Try it. :)

Thinking :))

I still have lots of them but my TOP SECRET FUNNIEST PICTURE EVER was at a real photo album. hahahaha! Gonna scan it soon :)

Another Sad Story

You were one of the best persons I used to know. You were more important than any friends I had back then. you were the kind of best friend I wanted to grow old with. You were everything I wished and prayed for a friend.

I don't know what happened. I guess, the trust and the value of each other are the very things we've lost. You're one of my favorite friends. Maybe I loved you so much that I could not have any bestest friend in the world.

One of the reasons why I wrote this was I am close to tears trying to suppress the feeling of missing you. I miss you, really. All the things I missed and remember about our friendship have still so much more to it. 

I miss laughing around with you. Cracking corny jokes without even bothering if I sound stupid because I know you would laugh. I miss sharing cool and great and funny stories with you even at times I didn't get any reply because I am sure at the end of the day you appreciate it all. I miss watching movies together with you.You will be the only person I would remember in the perfume POLO BLUE by Ralph Lauren.

Our friendship WAS everything to me. Our goofy moments were soo worth it. Our favorite Mary Rose would be a non-living testimony of a friendship that could be worth remembering. You were the first person to made me realize that playing Bingo is not bad after all. You were my expected caller during my birthdays. You used to be my smile, my sunshine and my answered prayer. You showed me how great the world is by letting me feel how is it to be somebody's favorite. I know you highly favored me. I considered you as part of my daily life. You were part of my future dreams. You haven't given me tangible things for me to keep but you were one of my favorite memories.

But those were all used to be. I have to rearrange my life now. I can never let you hurt me again, this will be the last. I don't need another illogical explanation. Just got done with one. What I just want was for you to be there for me and I'll promise to be there for you a thousand times over but just in a snap you forgot to value the time I'd given you.

I know you. I knew every little pieces of you. I know how these things between us have been influenced by our pride. I just want you to know, I am not mad at you anymore. I just need to restart my life without you. You've been a part of my messy life for like 8 years now. We've been through a lot of dramas , I call those dramas because those were the days our love for each other is more important than our pride. 

It breaks my heart but for now, I'm shutting you out of I'm life then I'll be okey sooner. If that time comes maybe we'll be friends again - normal friends but not partner anymore.

Feel something else.

You cannot prevent people from bringing pain in your life. Most often than not you don't let go of that feeling in less than a month or so. You are fortunate if you can do so. When you're in pain you tend to think that the pain was personally inflicted and it was unfair and hurtful for you to take the blame. What you cannot understand is that sometimes it's both of you who commited mistake but you as a person hurt - you get bitter.

When you feel like you're hurt or betrayed by someone, it's okay to feel sad and angry and mad. Being bitter is a natural thing to feel but be sure to feel good and better and happy afterwards. 

When someone hurt you, be a nagger. It's okay. Blame that person all you want and free yourself from all the guilt then let go and be better. 

When you are in pain, you have all the courage to be mad and feel sad and oppressed. You don't usually get the other side of the story. You want to draw a picture of those things that were gone in your life after you've been hurt and slap it to that person's face. 

When you are disappointed, don't let go of that feeling unless you did get even. Getting even or the feeling of need to get even is very acceptable. You just have to remind yourself that being beautiful and happy and being absolutely and totally okay is the sweetest revenge. 

Yes, you were hurt but it doesn't mean you have to wish that person being miserable. Doing so would hurt you even more. Being bitter and nagger is very acceptable and wishing something beyond is very unprofessional and immature (talk of being matured).

Feel the pain, taste the tears, embrace the hurt - be bitter, let go and then get better.