HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I grew up welcoming new year with lola's round chocolates (usually nips) and fruits and with my cousins watching fireworks. I don't remember spending it with my mom and pop because they really don't celebrate new year. Just last year, maybe because of our new location and all that, they managed to be up until midnight. :)


Now, I am the only awake in the house trying to fill those write ups I missed. LOL. (murag work lang) aynaaaaa! They're all tired and sleeping and I'm still hyperactive and upbeat and laughing and blogging and posting "happy new year" messages to my friends' wall. But I didn't spend new year at home. Saturday morning, we're bound to Gensan for some meet up with my sister in law's family (that's also a tradition I learned recently). and I was hoping to death that we would be home on the same day. I wanted to go home, actually I'm dying to go home but I was not enough. We're 8 and I'm the only one who voted for YES TO HOME (traydor sila!).


To make the long sad story short, my pop and everyone else except me decided to throw some beach party. Ako na ang wagas ang pagka-KJ dahil hindi ako masaya. I want home. I want fireworks display, I want my bed, I simply just wanted to be at home. No ocean, videoke and food can ever replace my home. I slept at around 11 pm inside the car and when I woke up its 7am in the morning. So, I guess, I would just sleep all year round?! :D Ewan ko, feel na feel kong gusto ko talaga sa bahay nung bagong taon.


No new year's resolution this year because I'm tired of giving disappointments to myself. HAHAHA. I would just hope, 2012 is a continuation of a happy, contented, bitter - free life 2011 has given me :)

THE WEDDING.

Uulitin ko, I want this to be pure chika. So, no pictures. Next time :) Promise.

December 24, 2011, I guess was the happiest day for my annoying brother, so far! HAHAHA.And me? well, I was just the busy annoying beautiful sister of the groom trying my best to be all good and smiling with everyone but sorry, did I just make a scene? HAHA yea. the annoying beautiful sister of the groom just made a scene. Who paid the venue, anyway? and who chose the venue at the first place? (I thought naka move on nako because I already told this to everyone in the family and even to some friends. HAHAHA wala pa jud diay) hahaha!

 Me and my Tita did the last minute preparations and instructions. The wedding was 10 am but the bride and the groom got in at 11 am. Soo late! HAHAHA. but still the wedding went smooth.  After the wedding, the newly wed spent their first night at the bride's home (that's a tradition which I just learned recently). Supposedly, it's three days but my mom and pop did not agree to that for some personal reasons. Maldita pud akong mama uyy*


My sis in law was sooo mahiyain, I'm soo gonna freak out! HAHA. but she's at home now. Of course, I'm friendly eh. :)) So yes, We will be home buddies from now on. And as I said, she's sweet and okey and she's part of our family. :) She's so accepted by everyone and I wish when I marry someday, my husband's family would be just as accepting as ours.

AFTER BOARD.

Waiting. 

I went home two days after my board exam. I never expect Cotabato City to give me that busy life, you know. It's my brother's wedding last December 24 and I am more than eager to post pictures here but can I just do it next time? I want it to be pure writing/slash/chika. No uploading. I'm tired. HAHAHA. taraaaay te. :p

So yes, after the board, my life loved the word wait. Waiting for allowance, waiting for instructions, waiting for texts, waiting for work, waiting for the result, waiting for my life to be at its best. :) buang na gyud ko ba, last year sige pud ko hulat, hantod karon hulat lang japon! :D

WAITING FOR MY LIFE TO BE AT ITS BEST is such a lousy phrase. Yes, I know. Right now, all I can do is to plan and wait and give my best shot after. My pop wants me to rest and just enjoy this break and eat and sleep and assures me I don't have to work and he would just provide me allowance and all that - I am such a lucky daughter, I know. 

RANDOM PART TWO.

Thoughts are juggling inside my head right now. I wanted to write anything - like how's my life in Cotabato, my brother's wedding, me missing my friends, my year - ender and how I cope up with my sweet sister in law :)) I just wish I would not sleep in front of this monitor. :)

Now, Who's Careless?

Careless me. No wonder I got a super not-so tidy life. Aaargh! I just really wanted to ventilate any negative vibes of the day. NP 1-3 were supeer nakakahegs, I'm dead. I made 3 stupid mistakes. First, erasure. Second, erasure. Third, erasure. The erasure thing is soo me. Actually, I didn't have any problem with regards to that not until we were walking home and I heard everyone was talking about the paper and scanner's sensitivity.

Shoot me in the head. Now. What the hell am I thinking the whole time that I never thought of ERASURE AS A MORTAL SIN? Ako na ang wagas ang pagkatanga.

I just Hope everything gets better. Me? I'll do just fine. But my answers? They might be taken. Taken for granted by scantron. Scantron, be good to us. Please?

Allah, You know I never talked to You the way I did a while ago. Crying won't make me have a time machine and go back to the tragic situation I'm in to 12 hours ago, so might as well trust You and let you do Your best plans for me. Thank you for the strength and for every test questions I hit. If I deserve the license, even if I leave the 40 boxes unshaded, it would still be mine. If I am destined to be a nurse, I would be even without so much effort because You never send people to where they are not meant to be.

In Allah, I trust. Amen.

8 More Days.

Welcome back, December!


Am I too late to welcome December? Oh! I hope not. I miss blogspot, really. It's been half a month since my last post. And I'm going insane with thoughts running in my head without me scribbling it for long time now. Tsk.

You know that feeling when you're disoriented with days and time? When all you need to know is the time for waking up, lunch and sleep and when friday's the very day you never forget. That's my life now. I don't know but I love this. I love the feeling in the morning without thinking any other problem I've got - only board exam. In Allah, I trust. I love that feeling during lunch that I am eating because I HAVE to eat and I just can't make it later afternoon simply because my body and brain need it. That feeling when I get home and I would just lie down under my blanket. Heaven.

Let's pray for one another. I'm excited. :)))