Now, Who's Careless?

Careless me. No wonder I got a super not-so tidy life. Aaargh! I just really wanted to ventilate any negative vibes of the day. NP 1-3 were supeer nakakahegs, I'm dead. I made 3 stupid mistakes. First, erasure. Second, erasure. Third, erasure. The erasure thing is soo me. Actually, I didn't have any problem with regards to that not until we were walking home and I heard everyone was talking about the paper and scanner's sensitivity.

Shoot me in the head. Now. What the hell am I thinking the whole time that I never thought of ERASURE AS A MORTAL SIN? Ako na ang wagas ang pagkatanga.

I just Hope everything gets better. Me? I'll do just fine. But my answers? They might be taken. Taken for granted by scantron. Scantron, be good to us. Please?

Allah, You know I never talked to You the way I did a while ago. Crying won't make me have a time machine and go back to the tragic situation I'm in to 12 hours ago, so might as well trust You and let you do Your best plans for me. Thank you for the strength and for every test questions I hit. If I deserve the license, even if I leave the 40 boxes unshaded, it would still be mine. If I am destined to be a nurse, I would be even without so much effort because You never send people to where they are not meant to be.

In Allah, I trust. Amen.

8 More Days.

Welcome back, December!


Am I too late to welcome December? Oh! I hope not. I miss blogspot, really. It's been half a month since my last post. And I'm going insane with thoughts running in my head without me scribbling it for long time now. Tsk.

You know that feeling when you're disoriented with days and time? When all you need to know is the time for waking up, lunch and sleep and when friday's the very day you never forget. That's my life now. I don't know but I love this. I love the feeling in the morning without thinking any other problem I've got - only board exam. In Allah, I trust. I love that feeling during lunch that I am eating because I HAVE to eat and I just can't make it later afternoon simply because my body and brain need it. That feeling when I get home and I would just lie down under my blanket. Heaven.

Let's pray for one another. I'm excited. :)))

Who's Happy Again?

You said I'm playing safe. Maybe. Maybe not. I just really wanted to say the right words at the right time. But these are not yet the right words. HAHAHA.  I wish I could write this more than what you deserve. 


It all started with simple cliché conversations. Followed by cute pick-up lines and then you telling me I am special.ü ayy, sweet:) Thank you for being open with what you feel. Thank you for making an effort to make me smile and to at least be part of my daily life. Thank you for telling me I'm special in simpliest way you can. I know, you know that in that way I would not freak out. HAHAHA (Confrontation always makes me feel like someone's going to take away my heart. Loser) If only you could read this (someday, you will) I know you'd tell me to stop saying thank you because it's nothing compared to all I did, which until now I don't know. Pwede muhirit ug isa pa ka thank you? Thank you for always telling me that I'm making you happy:))


For staying awake 'till dawn with me just to wake up my bro for his meds - you at the other side of the planet and me on the other side, made me believed with what you have said that love conquers all. You're the corniest guy I've ever met but that made me feel like I'm the happiest girl alive because I have someone who's willing to sound corny and baduy just to hear me say: 'napasaya nanaman ako ng ka-cornyhan mo'.


That effort to text me even if I'm busy and still sending sms even if you don't get a reply at times made me hopeful that maybe you could be xejjy's male counterpart.:) And you know what? You are the best problem solver ever. How could you think of that wonderful idea to just call me after my review classes just for you to know how's my day and my review going? (because I really don't have time to answer text messages) Brilliant beyond brilliant idea. Haha ayyy! Sweet.:)


I'm not yet committed anyway. But I'm praying and hoping along with the positive result of board exam that you would not change.<3

23 Days Left

23 days left and there is still so much to learn. Tama ba un? Patapos na kami ng lectures bukas. The next day I wake up, I'll be heading to SM everyday 'till December 14 for our final coaching. OM! OM! I should be very ready for this final battle (haha. I remember papa romeo's (dolly's dad) food for thought, the final battle isn't the exam day itself but your preparation to that final day). Kelangan ko ng maraming motivations. Ayy, madami na pala ako nun. Sobra sobra na nga e, umaapaw na kaya pressured na din ang prinsesa ng mga magulang ko. HAHAHA.

Another thing, I don't want my parents to be here before the exam. That's too much pressure I can't handle. Hearing their voice over the phone would be more than enough.

Allah bless me, us.:)

Magmemorize sa ko ug phase 4 and 5 sa steps sa Research. :)

WHY

I'm using mobile blogger and I CAN'T post a comment.

So, Daryl and Doll next time na ako magreply ha. :)) Mwa!

Burnout.

Reviewing is not as easy as everyone thinks. Right at this very moment, I'm lying in the floor with my books everywhere. You know, I'm using mobile blogger! Oh I so love this. I hate the feeling of being tired, I wanna read everything but my system can't take it anymore. So, I decided to lie down and just stare blankly at the ceiling then blog. Haay!:) I have to do good in this so no regrets later.:) bhubye! Gotta have 2 thousand questions to rationalize!

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