200 R.F. ABOUT ME:)

26. Gusto ko ng penoy na may sabaw.
27. Madali akong magsawa.
28. Gusto ko ang mga subjects na tumutukoy sa nature ng tao.
29. Crush na crush ko talaga si Ma'am Jen.
30. Poging pogi talaga ako kay Coco Martin.
31. Pahirapan talaga para sa akin ang paggising ng maaga.
32. Hindi ako maarte.
33. Paborito kong shift noong estudyante pa ako ang 11-7. Isa akong Nocturnal person.
34. Hindi ko pa nasubukan ang matulog sa klase pero ang antukin - palage.
35. Ayoko sa mga taong sobrang hinhin - mahinhin kumain, magsalita at maglakad. Nakakapagod silang kasama.
36. Hindi ako lumalabas nang walang dalang bag.
37. Hindi ako kumakain ng biscuit na peanut butter flavored pero paborito ko ang home made peanut butter.
38. Hindi ako nakakatulog ng isa lang ang unan.
39. Mahilig akong magbasa pero hindi rin ako wide reader.
40. Ayoko ng breast part ng chicken kahit ito pa ang pinakamalaki.
41. Sobra akong makanin na tao - di ako solb ng isang cup ng rice.
42. Affected talaga ako sa kantang "I'll never go". Ewan ko ba, gandang ganda ako sa kantang ito.
43. Kung may daddy's girl at mommy's boy, ako lola's girl.
44. Kumakain ako ng okra pero hindi kalabasa.
45. 7 ang aking shoe size.
46. Hindi ako mahilig sa singsing-mabigat kasi sa kamay.
47. Naa-amaze pa rin ako panuorin ang mga stars sa gabi.
48. Minsan kong pinaniwalaan na kelangang iikot ng 3beses ang salamin sa aking katawan bago manalamin sa gabi dahil aagawin nito ang kagandahan ko. LOL.
49. Nalilito pa rin ako sa push and pull.
50. High school ko na napagtanto na ang left pala ay kaliwa at ang right ay kanan.

Happy Birthday Pop!

Hi there pop! Happy Birthday! I don't have to put you in my 'TO NOTE LIST' for you to know you are special. You should know by now that you are indeed special. Didn't I tell you? You are the most special man in my life. I may not be showy enough for you to feel that but that's true.

I grew up wishing we could be bestfriends but you got super strict each day I'm afraid to even smile at you. But oh! I just forgot all of those. You seem to be all better now. Haha. You're way better now, I may say. I understand that you want me to grow up independent, smart, brave and staying away from guys. Haha. You should know best than everyone else. I know you want to save me from pain and mishaps of life that's why I was not allowed to have a boyfriend at an early stage. And I do appreciate that now.

One best conversation I had with you was when you gave me your blessing to have a boyfriend. I was really happy that day that my heart could no longer keep my emotions, I have to hug my busmate kissy:). And to return the favor, I promise to find someone who will take good care of my heart.

You may not be a good husband to my mom (you know my heart crushed everytime you two don't get along well). You may have hurt her but you know why she still stays? Because you've been the best father to her children - us.

Happy birthday, abi! We love you always and forever! :))

Magpaka-sporty naman tayo minsan

Badminton. Badminton. Badminton. Badminton. Badminton.

Oo. Hirap din akong paniwalaan na ang lampang katulad ko ay may alam laruing sports. Sa totoo lang, di naman ako magaling dito e at wala rin namang nagsabing magaling ako. Hahaha. May mga bagay lang talaga sa mundo na ipagpipilitan mo sa sarili mo hanggang malaman mo kung paano ito gawin. Itong sports na ito yung isa sa mga NEVER SAY NEVER ng buhay ko.

Noong una, naglalaro lang ako nito dahil feel ko lang. Yun yung mga panahong gusto kong mahalin ang lahat tungkol sa mahal ko (hastang kornyha, myged) kaya ko sinubukan ang larong mahal na mahal nia maliban sa Pangya. Pero di naglaon, wala na kami pero love na love ko pa rin ang sports na ito. Pag nasa court na ako at may hawak ng racket, instant feeling player. Oo. Feeling lang ang lahat dahil inuulit ko hindi ako magaling.
Hindi ko alam kung anong meron sa sports na ito. Basta ang alam ko ang buong puso ko ay nandito. Oo nga pala, pwede din pala itong katibayan na ako'y hindi lampa. Wala nga akong talent, marunong naman akong magbadminton. Pero alam ko hindi iyon sapat, hindi PA ako magaling e.

Ang sarap lang kasi ng feeling na may isa akong alam na sports sa malamyang buhay na ito. Haha. Yung tipong magpapawala ng stress ng weekdays at lalamon ng lahat ng inis at imbyernang idinudulot ng mga di kanais nais na mga tao sa mundo.

Malayo na ang iyong nararating, kung minsan pati court ng iba sinusugod mo na rin.
-shuttlecock.:)

To Note: SPIES GIRLS ♥

Tsaaaadaang! this is my first post about my life's special people. :) they would be randomly posted and every person or group will have a uhm, picture personally chosen by me. Hahaha. I don't wanna be accused of stealing personal property so rest assured that I would ask for your permission. :)

My so much loved person/people in my life is my family (well, I guess we're all in the same wavelength with regards to this). But this post will not be for them. They'll have that special moment, in time. :D 

This write -up is for my spies girls.

Goodness. Greatness. Loveliness. 

You guys, are my marvelous, lovely lifetime girlfriends. :)) I just know we we have each other through good times and bad times. I've shared more than half of my life with you and you know I'd me more grateful to share my lifetime with all of you (Of course, aside from my better half). ♥ 

You are all incomparable. We've seen each other grow, cry, laugh, hurt, got dumped, got better and heal every bruises we had. :)) Those bruises weren't really painful when I am with you. Our laughter and smiles may fade but the joy they create in our hearts will be forever cherished.

I love you all. I know, you deserve more than this but I'm running out of time. hahaha ♥

200 Random Facts About Me

Hala uyy, daghana pud ba anang 200. HAHAHAHA!

1. Mahilig akong umamoy ng papel na bagong labas sa photocopier machine.
2. Nasusuka ako pag umiinom ng Red Horse.
3. Mahilig ako sa online games na walang timer, katulong- katulong, luto-lutuan, bihis-bihisan at mga larong hindi nangangailangan ng effort.
4. Hindi ako komportable sa magulong kwarto.
5. Ang pangit ko magsulat ng numerong 5.
6. Hindi ako tumataba.
7. Trying hard ako sa lahat ng bagay.
8. Mahilig ako mangolekta ng ballpen.
9. Mahilig din ako sa sapatos at bag.
10. Madali akong ma-LSS. Feeling ko lahat ng kanta kaya kong kantahin.
11. Noong estudyante pa ako, hindi ako naliligo pag may diagnostic exams. Yun ung lucky ritual ko e. LOL.
12. Inuulit ko, trying hard ako lalo na sa pagiging O.C.
13. Hindi ko naman talaga paborito ang pink, sadyang nakaka-agaw lang ng pansin ko ang kulay na ito.
14. Kaya kong mabuhay ng isang araw nang hindi ako naliligo.
15. Hindi ako tamad maglakad.
16. Takot ako sa tatay ko.
17. Moody ako. Feel ko lang lahat ng bagay.
18. Pangarap ko talagang maging isang tanyag na manunulat.
19. Habit ko na ang pagkanta na mali ang lyrics. Karamihan kasi sa kanta ay hindi ko kabisado.
20. May mga araw na gandang-ganda ako sa sarili ko.
21. Pinapangarap ko ding maging mayaman - mayaman na mayaman.
22. Takaw-tingin akong tao.
23. Natutuwa akong makakita ng lalakeng may dalang boquet ng bulaklak.
24. Mahilig ako sa tumbler. Props lang, di naman talaga ako palainom ng tubig.
25. Hindi ako kumakain ng 17days old and above na balot. 16days old lang ang kaya ng sikmura ko.

To be continued.. :))

Being me is no fun. :)

WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD. 

NO. VERY LONG POST AHEAD.

It's always been my pride to be a barrio kid. I grew up in a small community somewhere in Gen. SK Pendatun. We call it Badak (I know, nobody knows it :D). Life was pretty simple way back then. We owned a small sari - sari store and between veggies and processed food, veggies were much favored. I've been in that community for 5 years. Had my first pre-school education there. Got and lost my first plastic doll there. I can still remember how cheap-looking my first doll was. It was color beige, has red-orange hair color in baby china haircut. It was a bride doll holding a boquet of red roses with matching red boots. HAHAHA!

Momsy had to finish college and popsy was just plain supportive so we changed location. We lived in Granny's side. Lola still supported umi's (that's how I called mom) education even if she has already 2 kids. My mom graduated in college when I was in grade 1 and my 'lil bro was just in pre-school. That graduation brought changes. My mom had to work and so was my pop. So, they were compelled to get a kasambahay (we aren't allowed to address them katulong or yaya. We grew up believing those were such bad words).Of course, I'm not used to someone else taking care of me other than my family, so I believed my own self didn't want change. Now, I call that resistance. :) I was maldita enough for our kasambahay to be changed every year. For almost 20 years, we got 8 kasambahays already. HAHAHA! My personal favorites were ate Rachma and Ate Baby. Ate Racha has always something good to tell and Ate Baby is pretty and so was her handwriting :D. Ate Baby's always making sure I look good when I'm off to school. 

I spent my elementary years at a public school. Flag ceremony and exercise were my hatest activities every weekdays. Recess was hell. I can't get what I wanted to eat without getting my shoes dirty. My school was big enough to cater almost 6 thousand students, 2 small lakes, 1 wide oval with mango tree all over the sides. I was not a straight A student nor ever been to first section but one thing I can be proud of was that I WAS an orator. Yea. Like I joined competitions.And because my mom has work and so was pop, they never got the chance to see me on stage. :( That was sad. I only got my adviser who gave me support. Drama much, I know. They also attended PTA meetings very seldom, most of the time it's just me who jot down notes and told them how the meeting went. That showed me being responsible ever since :D. 

My favorite attire then was bestida. I don't own pants those days. HAHAHA! Girly me. My bestfriend in elementary was my mortal enemy. Her kuya was her worst hero (hahaha!I'm telling you besty, I was never shaken). I was a pretty bully though my parents are too strict when it comes to manner and being upright. So, to end my elementary days, I graduated with an award. LOL. OMG. haha! This would be a laughtrip. The award was PERFECT ATTENDANCE (How great! No absences for 6 years).

My parents' expectations of me were/are still high. I had to pass the entrance examination of the most prestigious secondary school in cotabato. That was how they apprised my existence as their daughter during those times. I did understand that. My mom and pop do not settle for mediocrity, they want what's best, which apparently I didn't inherit. I prayed and prayed and prayed and prayed 'till I can pray no more because I passed the exam. Well, yea. I passed and I'm more than proud than my parents were because out of  us three in the classroom who got the chance to took the exam, ehem.. I'm the ONLY one who passed. Sorry but I have to brag this just not to spoil the perfect attendance. LOL. 

My HS life made me believe that HS is one of the best major years in one's life. Everybody got the chance to be a teenager but not everyone got the privilege to act like one. I have strict parents, firm house rules. I was a selfish teen.I created my own innocent world (definitely not a rebel). I never let any member of my family to get in. I'm such a narrow minded kid with high ambitions. Ambitions that I would never realize without my parents. Nevertheless, my HS life was vibrantly lived. My only regret was not seeing HS as a training ground. I'm thinking of training ground for my not - so - talented self. Though I did cheer dancing (just the thought of it makes me want to forget myself), be an organization's officer, event organizer (those were not grande) and even being a bench girl.. Err AND EVEN aren't the perfect words, BUT BEING a bench girl was my top role during HS. You know benchgirl? That special someone who gives WATER AND ENCOURAGEMENT to the players during Intramurals or tournament. Lol. Unfortunate me. Those minor roles I had like cheerdancing, being an officer, a frustrated writer, all those things were just for the love of grades.

I was not a born singer nor a growing up singer. I'm a trying hard singer, actually. I have a.. let's consider good voice. Uh huh, I have a good voice but I don't really have the talent. Haha. Hope you get me. And to give justice to the words VIBRANTLY LIVED, in HS was where Spies girls started. They are my wonderful circle of friends. If I didn't meet them along the way, I'd never be this contented with friends. 

Some people - special people made me forget my parents aren't lenient. Once, twice, thrice, I went home late (6pm in Cotabato is too late) and met my mother's hurtful words and my lola's first and last slap. LOL. 

And some other special people made me realize that love is all about taking risks because in playing safe it hurts even more.

4 years was over.

And then another 4 years passed quickly.

I thought i'm gonna spend that another 4 years with same people. I was wrong- I spent that another 4 years with strangers. Pop's decision was final. Okey. Fine.I could not disagree more. College was different. I spent my life with people who gave me reasons to be worthy of every single feeling i have for them. 

I thought of lola as my personal hero - my sweet loving hero. I think my family is greatest any family could not be greater than us. The selfish,narrow minded teen is now a grown up kid, still being so ambitious and learning new and wonderful things each day. 

I've met new people - people I never thought of loving but I did. Marilyn Pitogo, my first ever friend here in Davao. I met her during enrollment and we just got connected not knowing we're classmates. Ralph, my special friend who made me feel and that an alien like me deserves a best bud. My classmates RP K and 11, who were wonderful enough to consider me by not bringing any pork recipes/food during our outings. My boardmates, who treated me as a family, who appreciate and see me as a competent person, you are all great.

People in my HS life were nowhere to be found. They were busy making the best out of their lives. I only had one person left and that's Sam. Others were busy making their life's a success while Sam and me choose to became a part of each other's best and worst times.  

Chikadoras gladly meet me halfway. They are the great college girlfriends ever! They are special in their own ordinary way. Kantobols came and chikabols was formed. We are like potpourri, pinaganda ng panahon. We complement each other to make that perfect friendship worth keeping for a lifetime. Then just before graduation, Ampules entered the scene. Ampules are my basketball buddy. LOL. No, I don't play basketball with them. I just cheer for them :D They're one of the best examples of perfectly combined people :))

I'm happy and sad being away from home. Happy to think that I'm now partially independent, became open - minded (you know, when you're with different people, your perception of some things change) and learned that some things aren't on the same corner :) I'm sad.. no, no, no, I WAS sad because I believed that being at home is finding yourself in its most comfortable state :D