STARDUST

I've been dreaming of our relationship for how many years or waiting for it for a long time now. When you asked me if you could court me, I rushed into love thinking a long distance and happy relationship would sound possible because I thought we loved each other well. You just don't know how happy I am when being "Us" became possible. I gave it a try convincing my inner ego this might be our right time. To be fair to myself, I contemplated we would not last long and I am betting that you are  aware of how your actions made you lose me - no texts from you for how many days, you never made my valentine an extraordinary day, you forgot to greet me on my birthday and after that what? You just let me broke up with you. you didn't bother to reply to that long text I've sent to you. You're such a bullshit! It's my birthday today and you ruined it. I was never been good at expressing rage toward other people but I'm good at silent treatment. I did love you and I don't want to hate you in the long run. Maybe we both need this to grow - grow separately. Maybe you can find that girl who would make you feel that she's worth for every sacrifices you made and I guess I am not her. With that ! month I make sure I loved you with all the love I can give. You were once a dream - a dream came into life. You're a distant star I wished to fall but when you did you're only just a stardust. </3