Wasted

LOTS OF WAITING AND LOVING AND HOPING AND WISHING...
but nothing turned out great.

I've waited and love him for five long years, hoping against hope that he would realize my place - my rightful place in his life. And I guess, he did. He realized I could not be his special girl. This rant is oh soo yesterday. Haha. But you know, I still die a little inside thinking about us.

I'm certain that this feeling I've been taking care of for so long could not be taken away from me unless I'd find that guy who would make an effort to be part of my life and would assure me that everything's going to be okay and would love me as much as I love him. Where are you?