Who's Happy Again?

You said I'm playing safe. Maybe. Maybe not. I just really wanted to say the right words at the right time. But these are not yet the right words. HAHAHA.  I wish I could write this more than what you deserve. 


It all started with simple cliché conversations. Followed by cute pick-up lines and then you telling me I am special.ü ayy, sweet:) Thank you for being open with what you feel. Thank you for making an effort to make me smile and to at least be part of my daily life. Thank you for telling me I'm special in simpliest way you can. I know, you know that in that way I would not freak out. HAHAHA (Confrontation always makes me feel like someone's going to take away my heart. Loser) If only you could read this (someday, you will) I know you'd tell me to stop saying thank you because it's nothing compared to all I did, which until now I don't know. Pwede muhirit ug isa pa ka thank you? Thank you for always telling me that I'm making you happy:))


For staying awake 'till dawn with me just to wake up my bro for his meds - you at the other side of the planet and me on the other side, made me believed with what you have said that love conquers all. You're the corniest guy I've ever met but that made me feel like I'm the happiest girl alive because I have someone who's willing to sound corny and baduy just to hear me say: 'napasaya nanaman ako ng ka-cornyhan mo'.


That effort to text me even if I'm busy and still sending sms even if you don't get a reply at times made me hopeful that maybe you could be xejjy's male counterpart.:) And you know what? You are the best problem solver ever. How could you think of that wonderful idea to just call me after my review classes just for you to know how's my day and my review going? (because I really don't have time to answer text messages) Brilliant beyond brilliant idea. Haha ayyy! Sweet.:)


I'm not yet committed anyway. But I'm praying and hoping along with the positive result of board exam that you would not change.<3

23 Days Left

23 days left and there is still so much to learn. Tama ba un? Patapos na kami ng lectures bukas. The next day I wake up, I'll be heading to SM everyday 'till December 14 for our final coaching. OM! OM! I should be very ready for this final battle (haha. I remember papa romeo's (dolly's dad) food for thought, the final battle isn't the exam day itself but your preparation to that final day). Kelangan ko ng maraming motivations. Ayy, madami na pala ako nun. Sobra sobra na nga e, umaapaw na kaya pressured na din ang prinsesa ng mga magulang ko. HAHAHA.

Another thing, I don't want my parents to be here before the exam. That's too much pressure I can't handle. Hearing their voice over the phone would be more than enough.

Allah bless me, us.:)

Magmemorize sa ko ug phase 4 and 5 sa steps sa Research. :)

WHY

I'm using mobile blogger and I CAN'T post a comment.

So, Daryl and Doll next time na ako magreply ha. :)) Mwa!

Burnout.

Reviewing is not as easy as everyone thinks. Right at this very moment, I'm lying in the floor with my books everywhere. You know, I'm using mobile blogger! Oh I so love this. I hate the feeling of being tired, I wanna read everything but my system can't take it anymore. So, I decided to lie down and just stare blankly at the ceiling then blog. Haay!:) I have to do good in this so no regrets later.:) bhubye! Gotta have 2 thousand questions to rationalize!

Review.Review.Review.

#RANDOMFACTSABOUTME

76. Final na, BEYGATRON ang pangalan ng kotse ko.
77. Irregular ang menstruation ko.
78. 5 years old ako nung huli akong magka-nightmare.
79. When I was younger, ultimate pangarap ko talagang magkaroon ng bestfriend na guy. HAHAHA. loser.
80. Hindi ako mahilig sa gwapo - pwede ang gwapo pero hanggang crush lang. Chos.
81. Malikot ako matulog. Sobra!
82. Underweight ako ng konte. Konte lang naman.
83. Mahilig akong manguna sa mga bagay na pwedeng mangyari kaya naniniwala akong yun ang dahilan kung bakit hindi sila nangyayari.
84. May alkansya ako pero feel free to open pa rin ang drama.
85. Ako ang taong walang jacket.
86. Hindi ako mahilig magpabango. Madalas ko kasing makalimutan.
87. Marami akong DVD-pirated lahat. HAHA
88. Virgin pa ako.:)
89. 10mins. na ang pinakamatagal kong ligo.
90. Sinasawsaw ko sa suka at asin ang apple at watermelon.
91. May 8 unan ako sa kama.
92. Yellow talaga ang favorite color ko.
93. Teleserye queen ako.
94. Hindi ako marunong tumawid ng highway.
95. Mayroon akong chastity ring.
96. Mas gusto kong mag-isa pag namamasyal. Loner sa?
97. Frustation ko ang musical instruments.
98. Hindi ako komportable sa laptop na walang mouse. Haha
99. Kaya kong mag-tongue twister ng Peter Piper na mabilis.
100. Matatakutin ako pero di ako OA matakot. Hahaha

The Very Best Thing I Need

30 days to go and we‘re done and honestly I can‘t be that very cool about it. Anxiety‘s killing me until now. I‘m feeling it everyday that I got used to it. But I know I can‘t be like this ‘till that final day. HAHAHA.

Allah, help me. :)

Party hard. Study harder. Pray hardest.