WHATEVER.

                   I always have faith in friendship. I have my best girlfriend, my bestest friend, my best girl group, my echuseras, my chikas and kantobols. See? I don't even have 2 dozens. That's how choosy I am when it comes to friends. 

                    Yes, I have faith in friendship but I am CHOOSY. I am choosy on my LIFETIME FRIENDS but I was never and never will be choosy in someone to start a friendship with. I'm open to every life's possibilities (things that I never tried and never experience) BUT I would never do the same unhappy things twice, that's foolishness. I love myself more than I love the feeling of pleasing other people. If others can't understand me then let them understand me not. Allah knows I cherished every people I met but not all of them could be cherished forever. There are some who would just forget you or you would forget along the way. But whatever it is, there would be lapses that would make you realize it's not worth keeping. Let's get into life's sad reality that not everything is worth for keeps. Some of them are for other people to keep and not mine. Moreover, I own no one.

                  This is for those people who seem to not understand my side. I'm asking for their eyes to read and their ears to listen to me. Yes, that's how demanding I am. I know how to be a real big plastic but I can't smile, laugh and talk to those people I don't like. Maybe I can give them a -  not -  so -  nice smile and just greet them hello/hi but I would never indulge myself to them for hours. 

                  To those friends I have but can't push myself to meet them, I do have my fair reasons to do so. Maybe you have hurt me and I can't just pretend to meet you and act like there's nothing wrong and I don't go to gatherings without an invitation.

                       My point here is that I maybe busy and over sensitive but I am not a snob, I may forget some things but I don't leave my lifetime friends, I may choose my friends but I make sure that they are very much loved by me and that I maybe harsh and not sane at times but my decision of making and not making friends  with someone is what I do with my heart rather than my head.

GRADUATION PICTURE.

I really don't have the guts to post it on FB. So, here is the perfect place. <3 

YOUNG DREAMER.

Extended Duty, PRC Forms, Not-so-cool tour (without dolly) around Davao, Pressure from review, thesis and cases are all part of the victory. haha Victory that is yet to come :))

I really wanted to post something like acknowledgement to those people/things that help me make it through whatever :)

But because I'm sooo busy and I can't think clearly as of the moment, I'd be satisfied to write something about blah blah. hahahaha

Yes. 2 months from now I'd be glad to call myself a GRADUATE. I don't know but leaving school makes me sick. It was like learning or maybe going to school is my life for like fourteen years and now what? after graduation what? No allowance? No Paper works? No learning? Oh no! I'm gonna die! really. :(( but the saddest thing is the NO WORK thing. hehe.

That's why I have added some dreams to put into my future :)) after passing the board exam, I WANTED TO PURSUE LAW. A lot of people may don't know that being a lawyer was my childhood dream, really. No atik. and now, I wanted to go for my heart's desire. I mean, JUST FOR ONCE, I'LL STAND FOR MY HAPPINESS.

I'm always contemplating things but always ended up realizing I'm just confusing myself to death. But this time is different, I realized that I really wanted to be medically inclined like I love the nursing profession but I don't want it as a means of lliving in the near future. :) I just wanted to help people, that's it. I wanted to return back the favor.

That's one of the sentiments bungisngis are holding for weeks :) haha

LOL.

PROUD ENOUGH

YES. VERY MUCH PROUD OF WHAT I AM AFTER FOUR YEARS. :)) REALLY. WHAT I GAINED, WHAT I LEARNT, WHAT I HAVE ACCOMPLISHED, WHERE I AM AND WHAT I AM RIGHT NOW. I MAY NOT GRADUATE WITH HONORS BUT I'L GRADUATE MY DEGREE WITHOUT SPENDING MY PARENTS' MONEY. :)) HAHAHAHA. BUT OF COURSE, WITHOUT THEM, EVERYTHING I AM AND HAVE RIGHT NOW WON'T BE POSSIBLE. I OWE THEM A LOT, STILL. I LOVE YOU UMI AND ABI. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY INSPIRATION IN ACHIEVING GREAT THINGS IN LIFE <3

I don't want you back for the weekend, not even forever.

PRC form, how will I get you done? How many ream of bond paper do I have to waste to get you done? There will be a lot of C.I's to go after just to complete you. And oh! how would I forget the chief nurses and the RLE coordinator? I would have to travel and puke just to get those damn signatures. :(( and you know, I even didn't start you yet. YOU WAIT. 

COPAR, can you please let go. Pleeeeeeaase? You're leaving my clearance as clear as a blank sheet of blue half bond paper :( and you know........Oh! special things make you go speechless and you must know that you are special. You're my favorite, remember?! If that's the case, can you make me yours?  Though I'm gonna miss you but I don't want to spend the rest of my spare time editing you :(( for me you're perfect. 

PAYMENTS, get lost. NOW. Don't have money yet. :)) not now. Please. Don't you know my mom and dad are yelling me on the other line because of you? Payments, have a life! Don't depend on me. 

The one who wish to never see you again,

XEJ.

Seminar Done.

Seminar is sooo soooo done :)) I'll miss the everyday lecture and all the remarkable/stunning backdrop. haha And in the seminar is where I met my NEW CRUSH. haha LIKE REALLY. :)) Mr. B. you know, you're a fast talker but for me you're just SMART. and oh! I soo love you. haha really. :(( I Wish you don't have a girlfriend </3.Ambi much.

CRUSH TALAGA KITA.

CRUSH NA CRUSH KITA.

CRUSH KITA.