An old friend texted me on New Year's Eve and he used my high school moniker She. I felt awkward. Didn't know why. So, I had a deep thought of who's She and Who's Xej.
She was soo high school. She didn't had her freedom to express herself. She had aways been intimidated, always been judged, was not allowed to commit mistakes but she was never been/slash/almost perfect. She just felt beautiful once or twice, She often decides for herself, She doesn't know how to get even with someone, She badly wants roses, poems and balloons. She had very little self-confidence. She was always been nagged, misinterpret by others but because of that I do believe that She was always been that famous. She was dreamy - ALWAYS. She was a lola's girl. She loves to write anything like really. She always dreamed to be a journalist or anything that writes. Maybe to sum it all up, She was always looking for something good and if ever she finds one she rejoices like it was the good-iest of all things.
The better version of She is today's what they called Xej. Xej is free, believes in the essence of Individualism and Identity. Xej feels beautiful almost everyday. Was once intimidated but she overcome it and now living a bitter - free life. Xej is still judged but she realized that the best way to get even with someone is to let them know they are sooo wrong from the very start that they could DIE. haha Xej is living independently. Xej knows the value of time - that chance of telling those people around her how much she loves them. Xej doesn't needs roses, poems and balloons to be happy because being with her family and friends is more than enough. Xej is not famous but being loved by anyone, I guess. :))
She and Xej will always be a part of Shejerasadze. She's experiences will always be a big help to Xej for her to be what she is right now. - A SMILING, CONTENTED, LOVED, FREE AND NOT - SO - FAMOUS YOUNG GIRL WITH SOO MUCH TO SHOW IN THE NEAR OR DISTANT FUTURE. :D
